Thursday, 15 March 2012

3/12/12


Cardiff Bay, South Wales.  The most potential for environmentally friendly energy sources so far...yet not cost effective.  It has been a continuous culture shock when the majority of reasoning behind the lack of environmentally friendly items has been because of cost, go America?

Today global climate change and its results were directly compared to 9/11.  Why is it we are able to pay more attetnion to immediate, inumerous, and tragic losses more so than the same loss over a period of a year.  Last year over 50,000 people died of heat stroke(global warming) yet we cannot wrap our heads around this increasingly tragic string of events.  How sickening it is to describe our generation as instant gratification, but the truth seems to come out.  Why can't we see what's happening?  A dramatic sea level rise is expected to occur within the next 2-4 decades and those towns(NYC to Buxton) will be below sea level...imagine.  It's real and its happening.  Today matters.

Walked the length of the bay(about 1.2 miles) and ended at the opera house.  The walk itself was bleak.  Dampness seeped through the skin, but the watery air was perfect.  I've missed this connection to the sea.  A rare breath of salt came through like a shooting star, and I saw each one.

Skaters, odd couples, dog walkers.  Nothing like a stroll to watch real life pass by.  Time itself seems nonexistent.  the days continue to grow, as do I.



Here I am with little piggy.  Dont' worry, swine flu is completley irrelevant.  St. Fagan's Museum was awesome.  They have relocated and recreated a number of historical Welsh homesteads into one area, creating the most representative picture of Welsh culture(for me)thus far.  Pigs were common sources of food in historic Wales.  The Welsh are even thought to have coined the 'piggy bank'.  This is because you can feed them trash and all your leftovers(i.e. your spare change) and when you slaughter them you reap the benefits(breaking the bank, you're rich).  How clever.

Welsh have great gardens.  Note taking on this is a must.  I will localize and provide 85% of my vegetables this summer.  Goal is written down...must do it.(Picture also at St. Fagan's)



Then to Tintern Abbey, a monastery dissolved by Henry VIII.  A poet's dream.  William Wordsworth wrote lines describing the green of this valley.  Luckily caught it at sunset.  This place was not only a monastery, but a symbol of power.  It used the river beside it as clean drinking water, hydro power, and you guessed it....toilets.  River runs right to left-i.e. your dorm did NOT want to be on the left side of Tintern.

I digress.  This place is magnificent.  A church, school, home, farm, vineyard, garden...all settled in a quaint valley with a mountain creek and a river running alongside.  Already checked, price of land is what you'd expect.  I imagine I'll retire someplace like this.


I

W.4

The ruins are silent, yet speak with magnitude.
a Dream once had
                     and becoming my own

cricket.

a moment i know i own
but how? can something so immense be tamed

archways peaks and valleys
there is something to be said
                    and no
      words
come

this Game i play so easy and quick
a selfish existence i allow, i feed It

say it. 

need i steal from another? does my heart fall quiet today
if any
should i never find words his might suffice

'glamourous night
careless rapture crest of the wave
           the dancing years

king's rhapsody

perchance to dream'

say it, easy now.
      

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

3/11/12






Here I am at Blaenavon Iron Works.  It's been a really interesting introduction to Welsh culture.  COAL.  The origins of industry in Wales.  how fitting too, that my roots belong below the Earth.  As if my idea of European history wasn't completely incorrect, Ken(our resident Welshman...and a lot less harrier than I imagined) informed me that West Virginia/Virginia is of the same geological feature that Wales is.  When the entire continent was once Pangea, Wales was directly related to the same mineral composite of VA/WVA...in short...we are all COAL miners at heart<3

Thinking of you Uncle Charlie!

We travelled 300 feet below ground in the morning at Big Pit, one of the last working coal mines in Wales.  This pit went on 5 miles deep into the Earth.  Women and children also worked at the mines.  Women were in charge of pulling the carts above ground, but children seemed to have the worst of it.  They were taken into the depths early in the morning and left by air vent doors(used to direct the flow of clean air in the mines)...in pitch black.  Seriously the darkest of dark I've been in.  And I thought I lived in dark without light pollution....but these children truly survived in the pitch.

Where would my mind go?  Left in the blackness, with nothing but my own fears, insecurities, unsure if my mom would return for me.

Arriving in Wales, I had a bizarre feeling of dejavu? or was it home?  I couldn't place it until these bits of history came into view.  These mountains are essentially the same I lay my head to rest every night.
This feeling of comfort eases me, a warm tea for my thoughts.


W.3
steel cages pierce the Earth, layers upon sand. to the core.
sinking into the depths
of black gold.

the price of a culture.
bits of time spent in pitch black.
the darkness may take your soul, your mind.

easy, child. the Light will come.

she heaves the heart above ground,
hands on fire, inheritance.

white flash. blinders on.
tomorrow, again.

can we build again?
a Green so lush, it erases the pain.
The two pictures here are in Aberfan.  A tragic coal mining disaster flooded and drowned 144 teachers and students in an unsuspecting school on October 21, 1966.  The grave sites define the town in somber remembrance of children taken too soon.  The burial site brought me to tears. 


Appreciate today for what we have.  Love the ones who share your moments and treasure the ones who have.
3/10/12

a poem for each day...


W.2

lots of Words to describe something so
deep
and simple.

                     Heritage.
all together at one point
     and driven Apart by

magma. shifts, movements and
     a slow Waltz
to the gentle melody, identify note?

                     Who I am here?

another spot on the Bus.

in hertiance.

                 Fire and leeks.
Arrived in Wales just yesterday(3/9/12).  Here I am in the city of Cardiff for the International Rugby match Wales vs. Italy.  I'm completely open to new sports and this indeed is a man's sport...although there is truly nothing like American football.  A day long event full of chips, booze, and friends couldn't possibly better than RUGBY right? So I thought...

(Pregame) Thoroughly enjoyed the Goat Manor Pub and some other local spots while waiting for the match to begin.  This is the big thing. Wales has the opportunity to win the 'grand slam' meaning they have won the most games this season...quite a proud moment in fact.  And the locals know it.

I was, at first, interested in my tolerance for being blatantly American, but I've been embraced and included in everything Welsh.  It's really quite homey. Brains SA and Dark welcome me in like a bonfire and marshmallows.  Yet the fire wins.

(Match) The smell of a stadium crosses borders, oceans alike.  The warm buzz of fans and athletes soothes the soul.  Embracing all that is Welsh, I am a leek today. A daffodil too.  Gwlad.  HOME.

The fans are quiet, surprisingly.  The game intense.  Not to mention all manors of tackle are allowed in rugby, including pants pulling and other such inappropriate moves to gain advantage.  No sissy padding here, just a simple soft helmet to protect the scrum foremen from permanently bent ears.  Genetics at its finest.  Burly.  Hairy. 

Guiness.  Lager.  I met a year two(second grade in the States) teacher who was so proud to be in cahoots with one of his kind(teachers of raptors unite!).  WALES. waaaaaales.  The chants drown my thoughts to pure pleasure.  This is exhilarating.

(Post game)  Snagged a take out tea and waited in line amongst fans of all ages, true bloods of Wales.  Red, green and white are blinding yet defining.  Enjoyment. 

W.1

subtle Greens
and familiar greys

I want what is tucked behind them, home
what's left Underground...
                        the scent of Family
              the tears of placement

Purpose

hidden soft behind stones of century, sharp wild
and waiting

Free grazing
forget your fences for here I will stay
here I will find sustenance
and here I will                             be

free to taste whichever blade I choose.